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I have plenty to hide, most of you know that. I hide it in plain sight, some of you know that.

You can ask whatever; I'm game.

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Date: 2014-03-31 05:16 pm (UTC)
exnihilo: (Default)
From: [personal profile] exnihilo
Why did you trust me? With lunch, I mean.

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Date: 2014-03-31 06:44 pm (UTC)
exnihilo: (ennui)
From: [personal profile] exnihilo
I think probably I was hungry as a child. At least sometimes.

[Since she knows she was alone. But she doesn't remember it. She remembers champagne and wretched excess and spicing hot pie. She remembers being sick at the extravangance, craving bread and water.

She always though her disdain came from jadedness, from over-pampered ennui. Maybe not.]


But it's all guesswork. I don't know if that...counts.

[She doesn't know if anything about that girl counts. That girl died.]

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Date: 2014-03-31 07:29 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] exnihilo
I - no. Yes. I don't think -

I feel threatened by different things.

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Date: 2014-03-31 07:46 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] exnihilo
I don't think so.

[He has made her happier, has made her calmer in anger and hurt. But he has not made her less afraid. She is afraid of her own flimsiness, that she will fade away here and dissipate like sea foam with no masters to shape her.]

What makes you who you are?

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Date: 2014-04-07 05:33 pm (UTC)
exnihilo: (uncertain)
From: [personal profile] exnihilo
[She bites her lip, shakes her head. How to say it.]

I meant...what constitutes you. What parts of you.

[Technically this is not a question. It is a statement about her previous question, and how it was phrased poorly. What is essential to being a person.]

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